His Secret Text - Chapter 20

He Chen – Extra 1

Actually, I always thought Meng Shang couldn’t leave me.

Even if I betrayed her, lied to her.

She would still love me.

Because she loved me so carefully, so cautiously.

Everyone once told me, “You shouldn’t spoil Meng Shang so much.”

But I knew, it was always Meng Shang spoiling me.

She turned down promotion opportunities for me again and again, gave up good chances to study for me. I once saw her crying behind my back.

I wanted to persuade her not to sacrifice so much for me.

But every time, I never said it.

I used to think I loved her so deeply, I couldn’t bear to let her leave me.

But later I realized, I knew how outstanding and dazzling she was, so I tried to suppress her brilliance.

After we broke up, no one smeared her shine anymore, and she naturally became radiant.

And I could only watch her get better and better, farther and farther from me.

For a while, I was addicted to drinking, and in drunken dreams, I fantasized that Meng Shang and I had never broken up.

She was right by my side, with a gentle smile on her face, calling me Achen.

But waking up after drinking, there was no one beside me.

My heart was empty, filled only with cold wind.

Countless times I wondered, if that night I hadn’t forgotten to turn off message notifications, would Meng Shang never have found out about me and Shen Yu?

Would she never have left me?

When my friend heard what I said, his face instantly turned gloomy: “Why are you thinking about Meng Shang not finding out, instead of you not messing around with Shen Yu? Does Meng Shang owe you something? Deserves to be cheated by a filthy man like you for a lifetime?”

“He Chen, you’ve acted like a human so well these years, I almost forgot you’re still a beast at heart.”

After saying that, he slammed the door and left, never came back again.

I also lost my last friend.