Summary
I have been married to Zhou Huaixu for a year, but our relationship is merely superficial.
He is the Emperor, and I am a daughter of the Prominent Families.
Our union was always tainted by interests and calculation.
Before my marriage, my mother repeatedly warned me.
She told me to be cautious in speech and action, and to handle everything personally.
I kept her words close to my heart.
After entering the palace, I fulfilled my duties diligently, striving to be a proper Empress, never abusing my power or overstepping boundaries.
Yet, between Zhou Huaixu and me, there was always a lack of intimacy.
I know I am not lively enough, nor skilled at pleasing him.
But today, I bound myself to a Coquetry System.
Once again, I made His Majesty unhappy.
I didn’t mean to.
It’s just that he has been so enthusiastic lately that I am sore all over, both physically and mentally exhausted.
I truly can’t take it anymore.
So, when Zhou Huaixu came to Fengxi Palace again, I hinted softly,
“Your Majesty… it would be best to bestow your favor more evenly.”
Zhou Huaixu said nothing, merely lifted his eyelids lazily to look at me.
My heart skipped a beat, knowing I had misspoken.
Since ancient times, when has an Empress ever pushed the Emperor away?
Just as I was about to say something to make amends, Zhou Huaixu spoke.
“Well said.”
His expression was sincere.
“Then, please instruct me, Empress. Whom should I bestow my favor upon?”
Only then did I recall.
His Majesty has only ascended the throne for a year, constantly occupied with state affairs.
In the harem, aside from me-the officially appointed Empress-there are no other consorts.