After I Was Gone, Mr. Song Said He Loved Me - Chapter 93 - Song Yu's Plea to Bai Yu, The Truth Surfaces

When I woke up, I wasn’t in the Saint Riof sanatorium, but in a hospital whose name I didn’t know, with the pungent smell of disinfectant in the air.

I struggled to open my eyes and vaguely saw a foreign doctor with a head full of white hair talking to Song Yu by my bedside. Although I couldn’t understand what they were saying, their expressions were enough to guess the gist of it.

Probably, my illness wasn’t good.

Seeing me awake, Song Yu hurried over to help me sit up, letting me lean against him. “How are you feeling? Is there anywhere uncomfortable?”

I wasn’t dizzy anymore at this point, so I shook my head.

“We’re now at Morrison Cancer Treatment Center. This is Dr. David, whom I mentioned to you before. He’s an expert in this field. Don’t worry, with him here, you’ll be fine.”

Song Yu held me, his gentle voice brushing against my ear as if we were intimate lovers. I didn’t shy away from him or struggle; I didn’t want to appear awkward in front of others.

Dr. David said something else to Song Yu, and Song Yu’s expression instantly became extremely serious, his tone intensified, even turning into reprimand.

In the end, Dr. David had to repeatedly say “OK, OK.”

Only then did Song Yu calm down.

After the others left, I broke free from Song Yu’s embrace, and he didn’t stop me, just quietly watched me.

I looked at him calmly as well. “Song Yu, you see, I’m sick. I can’t do anything for you anymore. What do you want?”

Song Yu seemed very tense, his voice trembling and cautious, “Bai Yu, I don’t need you to do anything. I just want you to live well, stay by my side, let me take care of you. I only have this one request. Will you promise me?”

I chuckled softly, “Oh, it seems your goals are accomplished, no need to use me anymore, right?”

Song Yu’s Adam’s apple rolled, but he didn’t speak, his expression infinitely sorrowful.

“Song Yu, do you know how much I hate you? I wish you were dead.” I glared at Song Yu with gritted teeth, wishing I could bite his neck right now.

“And now you shamelessly want to take care of me, how can you even say that?”

“I hate myself so much right now, I hate that I don’t have the ability to kill you, to make you say these nauseating words in front of me.”

I spoke with the most indifferent tone about the hatred in my heart, but that hatred had lingered for so long that it was reduced to a pale description.

“I’m sorry, Bai Yu, I’m sorry. I know you hate me. I don’t ask for your forgiveness. I just want to take care of you, let me take care of you, okay?”

Song Yu’s pitiful appearance made me feel extremely disgusted, even more hateful. I could no longer pretend to be calm on the surface.

“Song Yu, enough! Do you think acting like this can change anything? Lu died tragically in prison, you deliberately hid it from me, watched me foolishly run around for your so-called ‘exchange value,’ and finally fall into Ren Hechuan’s hands, nearly played to death by them.”

“Because of the burial ground, Dad died, my sister went crazy, and at that time you didn’t say a word to me, locking me at home, forcing me day by day into your embrace. Song Yu, are you even human?”

“On one hand, you say you love me, on the other, you use me, making me pass false information to Chi Jin, then achieving your final revenge, right?”

“Song Yu, from the day I met you, everything was a trap set by you, every step under your control. Now you’ve won, you have everything, what more do you want?”

“Do I have to end up like Nian Hua, imprisoned for life by you, to be satisfied?”

“Song Yu, you’re a complete scumbag!”

“If my illness is treated with your money, I’d rather die!” I looked at him coldly, speaking each word clearly.

“Yes, I’m a scumbag! I’ve done many things that wronged you, Bai Yu, you can curse me however you like. I just want to stay by your side, give me a chance to make amends, okay?”

“Your condition is very bad now, I’m very scared, I’m really scared, I’ve never been this scared before.”

“Bai Yu, I don’t want anything now, I just want you, please, don’t reject me, let me take care of you, okay?”

“When your illness gets better, you can handle our relationship however you want, I’ll listen to you, but you must listen to me now.”

I looked at Song Yu, a cold smile on my face. “Song Yu, you want me to live to watch you atone–you’re dreaming!”

“Bai Yu!” Song Yu roared my name, his eyes covered with red spiderweb-like cracks, fierce and terrifying.

I raised my head and looked at him calmly, no trace of fear on my face, instead eagerly anticipating him to reveal his true face. This fake demeanor made me sick.

However, the violent emotions quickly settled down, Song Yu lowered his shoulders, sighed deeply, and nodded with a bitter smile.

“Bai Yu, you’re right to do this, you should hate me, I have no position to ask you to do anything.”

“You say I threatened you, forced you, fine, then I’ll be the bad guy to the end. Your mother doesn’t know you’re sick, does she?”

“If you don’t cooperate with the treatment, I’ll invite her to personally come to M Country to accompany you in your treatment.”

“Song Yu, you–” I was so angry that my chest rose and fell, tears welling up in my eyes. “You… you’re shameless! What else can you do besides threatening people?”

“Yes! I can only threaten!” Song Yu shouted, losing control, his eyes filled with red threads rarely covered with a layer of mist. “I don’t know why, facing you, all my schemes, calculations, and temptations fail, I can only threaten you because I really don’t know what else to do.”

“Bai Yu, I really don’t know what else to do!”

“For the past half year, I’ve been looking for you every moment. You say I locked you up, I admit I was selfish because I was afraid, afraid you’d leave me if you knew about the trouble at home!”

“I never intended to harm those around you. That construction company is indeed mine, and I hid it from you only to keep a distance, naively thinking that doing so would avoid involving work-related matters.”

“When I saw those thugs causing trouble at your house, I had my men gather information and immediately arrested Jin Sheng, handing over a million in compensation to the court, waiting for the court’s decision on the money’s direction.”

“I thought everything was resolved, but didn’t expect those people to trouble your sister…”

“It was my lack of consideration that led to a series of tragedies afterward. I was really scared at the time, with internal and external troubles at the company, I had no choice but to confine you at home.”

“It’s my fault, all my fault, Bai Yu…” Song Yu lowered his head, his voice choked.

“Song Yu, what meaning do your words have now? My family’s issues, I’ll count them as unintentional since I asked for your help back then. But what about Lu’s matter, how do you explain that?”

“Luo Yewen is North America’s No. 1 Bodyguard, with his professional sensitivity, it’s impossible for him not to detect Lu hiding in the corner watching you.”

“You knew Lu’s purpose and motive, yet deliberately created a false impression for him to succeed, then lured him into committing a crime, disguising yourself as a victim, and finally justifiably punished him, leading to his tragic death in prison.”

“Song Yu, your words ‘take good care of him’ directly took Lu’s life. You’re a murderer, you’ll go to hell.”

Thinking of Lu’s death made my heart ache, unable to breathe. If my father’s and sister’s tragedies were accidents, then what about Lu?

If not for Song Yu, Lu would have returned to Guiyang long ago, perhaps we would have opened a cake shop together, living happily.

But now everything has changed.

All because of Song Yu, this bloodless executioner.

“What care, care, what are you talking about? I admit I knew your friend was watching me, didn’t expose him, wanted to see what he intended.”

“When he swung the knife at me, I realized he wanted to kill me, locking him up was to teach him a lesson. When I learned he died, I was also very shocked.”

“Those prisoners received heavier sentences, and the director was dismissed because of this.”

“I hid the truth from you fearing you’d be sad, wanted to find a suitable opportunity to slowly tell you. As for what you said about care, care, I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

Song Yu spoke with sincerity, not appearing to lie, but I couldn’t believe his well-disguised face.

“Song Yu, do you think I’ll still believe your words? Do I need to remind you what you said to that director?”

Song Yu frowned, looking at me in confusion. “We… what did we say?”

I was so angry I couldn’t even make expressions, “You’re still pretending? That director asked you how to handle Lu, you said to take good care of him.”

“Because of your ‘care,’ Lu was harmed all night, finally dying on the prison beam.”

“Song Yu, how can you be so despicable?” I couldn’t control my tears anymore, I didn’t want to cry, but the past scenes kept stabbing at my heart, impossible to control.

“Who told you that? I indeed asked the director to take care of Lu’s daily life, but I never instructed him to harm Lu.”

“You’re lying! Your tone clearly was–”

“Wait!” Song Yu suddenly interrupted me, “Tone? What tone? You’ve heard our conversation?”

“Yes! I heard it, remembered every word in my head, I’ll never forget your ugly face.”

Song Yu’s sharp pupils slightly narrowed, “Do you still have that conversation record?”

I sneered coldly, “What? Want to destroy evidence?”

Song Yu controlled his breathing, speaking coldly, “I just want to see what made you hate me for so long.”

I glanced at him, a series of questions arose in my heart, not knowing what trick Song Yu was up to, but he didn’t seem to be pretending?

Could it be?

Lu’s death… wasn’t really his doing?!!!

No, impossible, I’ve hated him for so long, how could I be wrong?

Absolutely impossible.